
He again wrote on 24th April, " I have a suspicion in my mind that they want to kill my work in its infancy with the pelting of their help At any rate they want to tame it and exhibit it with the pride of their own managerie. But it is needless to assure you that I am not going to allow my Istitution to be tied to the tow-boat of India Office or any other influential body. I know it would have saved me from a great deal of trouble and opposition - but when by some artificial protection we save ourselves from trouble in the beginning crops up worse form end," He also sent a copy of the letter written to Rothenstein to Andrews on the same date;
" ..I would not allow my idea to be pinned to a word a dead butterfly oreign museum.It must be known finition by its own life growth . I saved my Santiniketan from being trampled into smoothness by the steam roller of your education department. It is poor in resources and equipment but it has the wealth of truth that no money can ever buy. I am proud of the fact that it is not a machine made article perfectly modelled in your workshop - it is our very own... Now I am beginni g to discover that it was more an ambition than an ideal which dragged me to the gate of the rich West. ...And I am being punished deep in my heart. So long I have been able to retain my perfect independence and self respect use I hain my own resources and proudly worked within their sovereign limits...likely I shall never be ble to workin harmony with a board of trustees , influential and highly respectable I am a vagabond .powerful people orld the lords of the earth may make it difficult for me to carry out my work. I know itI had experience of it in connection with my Shantiniketan and also in my tour in America."
The language of the reply of Rothenstein is also unpalatable;
" Indeed I am neither a believer in machines, nor an Inspector of Schools, nor an enemy of freedom, yet you write as though I were all those things. I think you mistake not myself only but your own self tooFor I believe you to be a poet, an inspirer of noble motives a friend to all the gallant tof life.I do not believe o be a man on & of affairs & I foresee y difficulties in your path if you take that dusty road . your letter does not change my forboding...But I realise that ie is an ignoble thing to be sober when one's fellow guests are intoxicated; it is an attitude above all others to me.You must admit you have taken full advantage of your jug of wine!....So my blessings on your pilgrimage . No more sensible words shall come from me o irk your spirit.You shall lay the foundation of your city with your desire , these will make mortar to hold the bricks & stones together."
Rabindranath replied to this letter from Geneva on 8th May at his 61th Birth Day. He described how he had been obstructed by the British authorityin drive of collection of fund for Viswa Bharati in America. " How can I be certain that this mistrust which has nearly killed my mission by its antagonismt kill it by help."